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sinking in the cemetery

by Coma•Home

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1.
I spent the week Cleaning blood from the carpet Clearing leaves from the garden Packing up your belongings Paying the rent in your absence Collecting your ashes Washing your knife you cut your wrists with The house is now haunted A ghost is all you are now (You were so much more)
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The glass is still by the bedside With the alarm clock set to 5:55 Did you sleep in your clothes the way you did every night? Did you get up early one last time Feel like you’re falling When you try to sleep Do you shake in the evening From the house feeling empty? The garden is over growing But the plants inside are withering Haunted by your absence Weighed down by your last moments This is the start of the breakdown This is how we’re feeling now The house smells of death and disinfectant I can still see your blood in the carpet I let the phone ring I can’t keep answering the same questions
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You died on a Sunday In the early afternoon I held your hand and watched the birds Through the window of your room In a care home Short term placement Now I have short term memory loss From the grief that I’m not facing I hate watching you waste away I’d pass the time brushing your hair from your face And talking in hushed tones about how you’d lost so much weight You lost your glasses In the end it was blurry vision I wish I had lost my glasses too So I couldn’t watch you wither In a hospital bed Then in a hospice You call it sinking in the cemetery I call it visiting relatives Hold me close Don’t let me go I know You’re never coming home It’s hard to come to terms with death When you realise your parents don’t have any parents left
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I saw you waving From across the water But you were drowning Sinking beneath the surface • Crying at the beach Do you still think of me? Sleep in again To forget what was said We’re never meant The distance feels so big Can you hear the birds sing A chorus of mourning for you I think of you less in the summer Does that make you uncomfortable? Meet me at the Hackford bench Break it down again Talk about how you Wrapped the cord around your neck I know you can’t stay now I wish I heard while I was laying down Were you running from the pain? Do you still hate me?

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released March 10, 2024

Recorded/mixed February 2024 on 8 track by Liam James Marsh

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